I am so fucking stressed. I guess I'm in excellent company- a lot of my good friends are also feeling the same.
I'm extremely worried about money, I'm worried about Christmas, I'm worried about my family, I'm worried about my friendships. I'mm really worried about letting the people I care about the most down. I wish I could do more. I'm tired and lonely. Even though I'm fine in general, I'm not. Do you know what I mean?
Maybe now that most of the gifts and cards are out, I can relax a bit. I feel like I've lost touch with something, but I cann't figure out what it is. I feel kind of lost...
Chel,
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Posted by Rita @ December 12, 2002 11:42 PM
Haven't got any words of wisdom (like I ever do, heh!) but just wanted to say that I can totally relate to how you are feeling. Right about now I would love a remote for life so I could press "pause" for a while! :p
Posted by alysha @ December 12, 2002 11:56 PM
Ohman Chel... you are reading my MIND. *hugs*
Posted by Erin @ December 13, 2002 02:31 AM
chel, you read vocalized exactly how i've been feeling for awhile now. agh. i've not been swimming in almost 2 weeks, the holidays are coming up and there is nothing magical feeling about it, my friendships are all out of whack.. *sigh*
the only words of wisdom i have for you is that at least you aren't the only one feeling this way.. does that help at all?
Posted by brooke @ December 13, 2002 05:27 PM
I was feeling so like that yesterday I went to bed instead :(
I feel better today though :)
Posted by melanie @ December 13, 2002 05:29 PM
Me too. I'm feeling so emotional anyways, but with Christmas only a week or so away now, and not having purchased any gifts, an upcoming doctor appointment jitters (I always get them beforehand), having not sent out the Christmas cards yet (they're already done and ready to go, just haven't gone to the post office), and just life in general sometimes gets ya down. But, chin up, I'm sure things will look up soon ! *hug*
Posted by Brooke @ December 14, 2002 10:19 AM
I hear ya! I think I'm so stressed out, my body is aching because other than that I feel fine.
Posted by teri @ December 14, 2002 11:13 PM
Chel: Just let those around you know that you love them. Anything else is superficial. Hang in there. Stress isn't good. *hugs*
Posted by nicole @ December 15, 2002 10:14 PM
Yes, unfortunately I feel the same way. Not a good feeling, is it? Well, let's just try and stay focused, k? xoxoxo to you, chel.
Posted by Janet @ December 23, 2002 11:36 AM
Yes, unfortunately I feel the same way. Not a good feeling, is it? Well, let's just try and stay focused, k? xoxoxo to you, chel.
Posted by Janet @ December 23, 2002 11:36 AM
